I’M COMING HOME

Before anyone ever cared where I would play basketball, I am a Grizzlie. It’s where I walked. It’s where I ran. It’s where I cried. It’s where I bled. It holds a special place in my heart. People there have seen me grow up. I sometimes feel like I’m their son. Their passion can be overwhelming. But it drives me. I want to give them hope when I can. I want to inspire them when I can. My relationship with Grizzlies Fan is bigger than basketball. I didn’t realize that four years ago. I do now.

Remember when I was sitting up there ? I was thinking, This is really tough. I could feel it. I was leaving something I had spent a long time creating. If I had to do it all over again, I’d obviously do things differently, but I’d still have left. New york, for me, has been almost like college for other kids. These past two years helped raise me into who I am. I became a better player and a better man. I learned from a franchise that had been where I wanted to go. I will always think of New-York as my second home. Without the experiences I had there, I wouldn’t be able to do what I’m doing today.

I went to NY because of Jason Kidd and Chris Webber. We made sacrifices to keep up. I believed we could do something magical if we came together. And that’s exactly what we did! The hardest thing to leave is what I built with those guys. I’ve talked to some of them and will talk to others. Nothing will ever change what we accomplished. We are brothers for life.  I also want to thank Modjo for giving me an amazing two years.

I’m doing this essay because I want an opportunity to explain myself uninterrupted. I don’t want anyone thinking: He and Modjo didn’t get along. … The NY Knicks couldn’t put the right team together. That’s absolutely not true.

I’m not having a press conference or a party. After this, it’s time to get to work.

When I left Memphis, I was on a mission. I was seeking championships, and we won two. But NY already knew that feeling. Our city never had that feeling. My goal is still to win as many titles as possible, no question. But what’s most important for me is bringing one trophy back to The Grizz.

I always believed that I’d return to Memphis and finish my career there. I just didn’t know when.. But I have two boys, I started thinking about what it would be like to raise my family with my People. I looked at other teams, but I wasn’t going to leave NY for anywhere except Memphis. The more time passed, the more it felt right. This is what makes me happy.

To make the move I needed the support of my wife and my mom, who can be very tough. The letter from Biboum, the booing of the Memphis fans, the jerseys being burned — seeing all that was hard for them. My emotions were more mixed. It was easy to say, “OK, I don’t want to deal with these people ever again.” But then you think about the other side. What if I were a kid who looked up to an athlete, and that athlete made me want to do better in my own life, and then he left? How would I react? I’ve met with Dan, face-to-face, man-to-man. We’ve talked it out. Everybody makes mistakes. I’ve made mistakes as well. Who am I to hold a grudge?

I’m not promising a championship. I know how hard that is to deliver. We’re not ready right now. No way. Of course, I want to win next year, but I’m realistic. It will be a long process, much harder than it was in NY.. The Rockets and the Magic are exceptionally good. But I get a thrill out of bringing a group together and helping them reach a place they didn’t know they could go. I see myself as a mentor now and I’m excited to lead some of these guys. I think I can help Terrel Brandon to become again one of the best point guards in our league. I think I can help elevate Rasheed Wallace. And I can’t wait to reunite with Chris Webber and Jason Terryu, Twoof my favorite teammates.

But this is not about the roster or the organization. I feel my calling here goes above basketball. I have a responsibility to lead, in more ways than one, and I take that very seriously. My presence can make a difference in Memphis, but I think it can mean more where I’m from. I want kids in Tennessee, I sponsor through my foundation, to realize that there’s no better place to grow up. Maybe some of them will come home after college and start a family or open a business. That would make me smile. Our community, which has struggled so much, needs all the talent it can get.

In Tennessee, nothing is given. Everything is earned. You work for what you have.

I’m ready to accept the challenge. I’m coming home.